Posted: Jul 26, 2012 10:10 am |
Edited by: tigerblinds
Exactly, you might want to look up what Post Modern theory encompasses...you never bothered when we dated....the politics conspiracy shit with me goes back to my childhood....people are always like "oh you put yourself into the conspiracy you schizo!"...'well I fucking have my passport placing me in Panama dip shit.' I have the fucking school yearbooks placing me at this or that army post....the whole reason I research shit is because I have a personal connection to it. I got started on all that shit because I was researching to write a book with my life as it's backdrop, because you gotta write what you know. I'm not even that into that much, because it's to alarming and disturbing and close to home and dangerous. I'd rather not think about it...and writers are all fucking weird. I don't give a shit what anyone thinks about it. Most folks have their own glaring problems they're trying to ignore....I don't mind being a target for know nothing loosers....to be burned at the stake would be a huge honor for me.
My spiritual path in life is to understand what the fuck happened to me, the rest of you can do whatever the fuck you do.
Just like the fucking music shit, I still listen to the same damn majority of music I listened to when I was thirteen...I fucking grew up connected to this culture like alot of folks lurking at the shows and on the internet....I don't give a shit about participating in it or being accepted...I can't escape it if I wanted too...it's part of my personal history it is what it is....it realy kinda sucks now compared to what it used to be, but I stay positive it will work itself out. It's fun being in a band, if it's not fun for you you shouldn't do it. I'm not trying to get noticed or shit.
As far as you and me are concerned Terri, I was over it before we descided to end it. I was never bitter about it, I wish I hadn't wasted close to five years on it...but hell, I learned alot. Those were some pretty fucking extreme circumstances we were thrown into, and I've watched tons of guys walk away from situations like that....I stuck around and I don't regret it. I have nothing to say to you beyond that...you have always been a "negative nelly"....but I have nothing hinged on those four and a half years of my life. It was a valuable learning experience for me that's it. Whatever point you want to make about it is falling on def ears...because I could just as easily be a real shit about things....and there are two sides to every story after all.
So yeah, anyone who has some Beef with me can kiss my ass!
Fuck Off...You Are Haters.