Posted: May 6, 2011 8:00 am
Well, I just think I need to be a professional talk show guest like Lydia Lunch and GG. But I am working on an LP...I have enough material, stuff that's been developed over the course of 6 years and two bands....only thing is that I can't find folks who want to practice...so I'm thinking I might just record it solo in my living room on my Akai reel to reel. I have a spare room that I could probbably have band practice in if I insist on drum mute pads, which I actually prefer the sound of. But it's to hard to keep busy folks focused. But I think some of my songs deserve to be on a full length. I've realy progressed as a musician since I've done anything.
Anyway, I'm over this shit...I ate a Big Mac and fries last night. Hopefully Obama will be forced to release the photographs under the freedom of information act....It probbably won't change anything, I realise this, but I've been researching the political underground for 2 years now and I consider this important evidence...and the American people have a right to see it...I think they killed him, and I think they got plenty of DNA, but I realy think situations like this always warrant a third party investigation....there shouldn't be any question about it, it should just be accepted as fact.
Obama has probbably lost my vote for good, and it's disheartening because for better or worse I felt like he was 'my president.' I got caught up in the bullshit, you live and learn.
I think it's very interesting how it was a President with a muslim parent, who will be credited with killing a muslim terrorist. I'm just saying it's very interesting.
As far as any mysteries surrounding me and my place in the Goner network...well I'm just a mystery because I've been around so long on the fringes. I did suffer from social anxiety disorder for many years do to my childhood...so yeah, I have always had a tendency to do or say pretty absurd shit for no good reason...sometimes self destructive, but usually just plain stupid. Almost always impacted by what mood I was in, and I was typically in a bad mood (youth is wasted on the young).
I'm realy not interested in working for the CIA because my unhappy childhood was spent in that culture and as interesting and cool as alot of those folks are...I don't feel like spending my adult life in that community. But yeah, they're parents of my friends and uncles that would come over for dinner. I didn't pay much mind to it at the time, but working threw shit has forced me to acknowledge it. So what can I say?
I'm mostly worried about domestic militias...